New low

I'm now 87lbs (6st 3)

I don't really understand how I am losing as, for the last few days, I have been binging and purging, I guess I must have finally cracket getting up nearly everything. Would be nice to have a purge free day so I am not planning to eat anything today.

I ache all over. I really wish someone would notice what I'm doing to myself and advise me to seek help. I know I'm not strong enough to get help on my own.

Guess I'll just keep losing till I die, which has been one of my aims all along.

On a different note; I have a new idot, not because she is anorexic (I don't think she is and don't have the right to say she is), but because I think she is so beautiful.

I love Lily Cole!

I wonder how today will go...