Tuesday

86lbs

So I binged yesterday, 2 buttery croisant, pasta and cheese (alot) and peanut butter on toast. Purged it, obviously, and this morning, yet again, I am at a new low. I'm sure I should be happier, but losing weight has started to lose its kick. Don't get me wrong I would hate to gain! I decided I was gunna see how far I can push my body. Was watching something on tv yesterday and this health person said that when bmi reaches about 13 death occurs, my bmi is 13.1... Shouldn't be alive for much longer really! I'm just waiting to cock up though and gain shit loads. I would like to know how I am managing to lose weight despite my b/p sessions, but I would fight it. Just have even more aches and pains each day.