Day 4

My stomach feel really weird, but I guess thats from lack of food. I feel a bit weak but not too bad. Just feel like being really lazy! As long as I'm thin nothing else matters!

Last post for today.

I think I may have over done it with the mints at jive, but i seriously needed the sugar cause I felt so week, Had a mini whoopsie, had a little hott chocolate then threw it away and nearly binged but decided to resist! Haha. Food is clever, always trying ot find new ways to trick me into eating it. But it won't win. Gunna have another go at just water tomorrow seeing as I don't have to do much so I cen just flop if I feel really weak! Gave in and weighed myself, 99lbs. Back to where I was last monday. Oh well these things happen. I'll do better tomorrow. I always try.

I have no energy

Well was planning to just stick to water today, but i feel soo weak that I've had 2 diet kicks (5cals each) and a coke zero (1cal) so not too bad I guess. Gunna end up having mints at jive :( but I guess I'll burn that off danicng so as long as I don't go over the top eveything should be okay! But we'll soon see.